I have decided to relax and go to it. You know like that awesome 80's song? Except that song is about sex and this is about nursing so not really the same at all I guess. Hmph.
ANYWAY, I am really grateful for all of the advice that was shed on my behalf. It was all great and very helpful. I now have it sorted out what I need to do and also what I need to stop doing. I am positive that soon this will all be water under the bridge. The best news is that ever since I just stepped back and took a deep breath, the Baby Bean has been doing alot better too. I think she could sense my frustration. In fact, I'm sure of it.
Yay for me and yay for you. All of you. Thanks for the support!
P.s. maybe I'll post some pictures one of these days. If you're interested. :)