Hello friends. I have to spit it out once again, I'm sorry. Basically this is a post about very superficial things. Ugh, I hate doing it but I have to. I just want to know, why do I silently compete with everyone for everything? I love my friends so much and I would never want to compete with them for anything for real. In fact, I am not that competitive. Not at bridal shower games, board game nights or even bouquet catching. I could really care less. That being said, there is a constant competition with every single one of my friends going on in my own head.
If a girl is skinnier than me and has just had a baby or she is better dressed than me or can sew better than me or has a cuter house or dresses her kids cuter or is more laid back or a better listener or is smarter or has a better blog (I am ashamed to admit this one but it's true. so lame.) whatever...... I am always comparing and competing! Why?! Freak why?! I hate it but I can't stop!
I am always so forgiving of other peoples flaws and faults, especially my friends but for some darn reason when they are better at something I get so jealous. Michael gets so annoyed because I am always saying things like, "I know she is a better cook than me but I am a better baker than her, right?" Or, "I know she dresses cuter than me but I am skinnier, right?" SERIOUSLY?! Why do I have to do this?
One last question. I know that I am alot more superficial than most girls but I am not the only one who does this, right? :)